Everything and nothing has changed and seems like its all at once; slow and drawn out.
I’ve been uninspired. Going through the motions, hours coming and going faster and faster. Its been one long day with not enough hours.
My mind and emotions have been all over the charts. The balance of happiness and sadness sways gently back and forth.
Things I thought would make me fulfilled seemed lack lustred and anticlimactic.
I am still naive as ever.
My heart has been so full of emptiness.
I forgot to miss the things I yearned for
and I feel like Im waiting for everything and nothing at all.
Im still so vulnerable.
I got used to the cold until the warmth hit my feet